Concert outing…

Today there’s a Tokio Hotel concert in 1utama, so we (me, chit wei & moon) planned to check out their live…

I went for their autograph session due to a friend’s request, there’s were quite a lot of other fans already there waiting…so during in the queue, the dj was playing Tokio Hotel’s songs from Humanoid album…i heard those fans singing along…while in the queue i suddenly come out with an evil plan…i was thinking ppl are here to get their autograph, and i’m here to promote my band…how? well i have my laptop with me…i burnt a copy of mage’s songs and wrote our website url on it…

During the wait, my mind suddenly think about…”when is our turn??” i see quite a few of the fans wrote things of the cut board with some notes, hearing them singing out along while the song is playing, some of them wearing their tshirts…

Then again i had a quote in mind that i was told few days ago “Write 100, 1000, 10000 songs…you just need 1 song to get you there…” thanks to shaun for the quote…it really mean something…

Just by appearing on stage, just with a hand wave, just with a smile…the crowd went wild…but it is because of their looks or because of their songs? but anyway, they consider a success band…

Awaiting a dream to become reality…

Ichiro

My thought of the day…

People always say “No where is better then Home”

How true is that??

I’m lucky to have a home because there’s washing machine for me to wash my cloth so i don’t need to hand wash…

I’m lucky to have a home because there’s internet connection for me to online so i don’t need to go cyber cafe…

I’m lucky to have a home because there’s a nice kitchen for me to cook but i don’t really cook at home cause it’s not in my standard yet…

I’m lucky to have a home because there’s a nice room for me to sleep so that i don’t need to rent a place outside…

I’m lucky to have a home because there’s a fridge for me to keep my food so that i don’t have to frust about buying things that cannot keep too long…

And the list goes on and on and on and on….

But wait…

Why i feel happier when i’m outside the house, why don’t i feel like staying at home all the time?? cause i’m always hearing the quarrel…those unhappy things…those unhappy words…those unhappy voices…

I want to move out, i want to have my own place…i don’t want to hear all those crap after i work my ass off in work…i want to be independent, i don’t want to feel that i’m relying on them too much…i don’t want to feel that i’m not independent enough compare to those who are younger then me…i don’t want to feel i’m useless…

Why am i so dumb, why am i so naive, why do i think so simple…is it because of them? or is it just me?

Should i wish the end of the world is real or should i not?

Coming live gig

Next week we have 2 gigs coming…

1st is 15th at Urban Attic Capsquare.

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entrance is FREE! Starts at 9pm. Details from the organizer is here.

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2nd gig is 17th at Damansara Intan VR1, starts 8pm.

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See you there!

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120909 Endless Eternal Last Live…

Last saturday, was Endless Eternal’s last live in Malaysia, Raven will be going overseas for his further studies…

To me, Endless Eternal is a great band, they are young and talented, every time i see their live performance, i envy them…

So that day itself i have to work but luckily the gig was at 10pm…got back home straight after work and get ready to go for sound check, unfortunately i was spending too much time on my make up…it’s been a long time i did my own make up so i was late for the sound check…additional with i almost lost my way to the gig house…

Went to the food court along the street to take our dinner and head back to the gig house for the show…kicking off with Endless Eternal then Mage took the second set and ending with special guest from Drako Zen’s vocalist and guitarist…

It was a great night, i guess…seriously, i was nervous before i went up stage but in the same time i’m did not have emotion in myself, i feel that the laughter i gave was fake…i guess i’m still emo for the recent incident happened back home…

The song list for the night…

The stage…

I bought one of their CD and got them signature on it, i did not have much photos for the night event, still waiting for those who had it to post it up…signing off now…chao~

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Day : Tuesday

Time : 8:41pm

Location : Meal’s Station

Weather : -

Mood : Depressed


It’s been a while that Mlog have been updated, it’s either we are too lazy to do it or too busy to do it…
Out of the sudden i thought of updating it so i’m doing it now…Last friday, something really really bad happen, something which makes me realized how much i’ve neglected someone who’s really important in my family…that is my Grandma…
The last time I talked to her was on the phone when i was on the way to mersing for my short holiday…
And the last time I saw her was when she was sleeping in her room, on the day when she left us, an hour after i last saw her…
This was the first time i’ve ever cried so much…she look peaceful when she past away…
I’m totally lost and confuse now…really hard to think properly…
I’m going to stop here for now, i don’t feel like typing anymore…
P/s : Appreciate and care for your family, friends and loved one…by the time u found out u regret, it’s too late…

02072009 The Making of…

It was my first time…

It was Moon’s first time…

But for CW this is not his first time doing it…

I thought CW will be better since it’s not his first time doing but turn out “first timer Moon” did it better then CW…Moon was truely born to be a **** star…

The night before Moon did not sleep well till 4am, and for me i woke up in the morning around 9am but went back to sleep again and wake again and sleep again…in the same time i kept going to the bath room, maybe i’m feeling nervous cause it’s my first time…

We met up at CW’s place had lunch at his place, FOR THE FIRST TIME BETWEEN THIS 5 YEARS!! Hang out in his room a while and off we go to the place for our first shooting…Before reaching the highway CW phoned me and told me he is going back home to get his bass…Both me and Moon burst out in tears XD…i was nervous when we were waiting for the producer outside the national zoo…and i prayed to god “Pls not let my first time with the animals”…

After around 10 – 15 mins drive away from the zoo we reached the destination…

The production team were shooting for a solo artist, so we did out make up and waited for out turn…

After waiting some time, chit chat a little with the producer finally it was our turn…

1. The place for our first shot.  2. Crew doing the setting.  3. Smoke machine the kills!!!  4. Lonely spot light alone.

CW was first then me after that Moon, last but not least MAGE…

1. CW standing by his “nearly forgotten to bring bass”  2. Stand by to roll, with crew.  3. Nearly rock the house down.  4. CW in monitor

1. Stand by.  2. Rocking.  3. Nearly dying from the smoke.  4. Ichiro in monitor.

1. Before getting in.  2. Trying to get some air.  3. The star send from above.  4. Moon in monitor

It was hot and smoking!! The smoke keep gets in my eyes while i was taking the 2nd shot and my sweat we dripping…but at least it was fun…did manage to ask someone to take a picture of us when we 3 were together inside…and some funny incident happened…there’s 1 part we jump up and landed hard that causes the CD player to hang and we were lost when the music stops suddenly and laugh out loud when the music suddenly continue from no where, everyone was laughing out loud…

Then it was the outdoor scene, and we did some climbing hahaha…

1. Moon climbing up.  2. Ichiro.  3. CW  4. Moon  5. MAGE  6. CW in action.  7. Ichiro and director.  8. Moon in monitor.  9. Moon and director.  10. Moon, crew and director.  11. Moon and director.  12. Moon in orgasm, done!

After filming CW’s part, he went off straight cause he was rushing for audition, in the end we ended almost at 6pm and we were exhausted, next week there will be another 3 songs to be film and we are looking forward to it!! I spend 2 hours typing this entry and i nearly shit in my pants cause i thought i did not save it…anyway hope u guys enjoy the pics!! Cheers…

Mage rock never dies!!

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Day : Monday

Time : 12:59am

Location : Room

Weather : -

Mood : Upset


Today it suppose to be a happy day…it’s supposedly to be a day to celebrate my promotion but it turn out havoc…everyone is upset and fed up…

I haven’t inform my parents that i’ve got promoted, cause i haven’t get my new appointment letter yet…

Promotion = More Work!!!

Sigh…how much more time can we be happy? how much more time will we live? how soon is doom’s day coming?

We should save our breath to appreciate the time we have…make it count make it valuable make it memorable my friends…

I wish i could cry…i think beer will help…

Perfect

I remember when I was in primary school, a teacher whom I can’t remember who she was, raised a topic about being a perfect person. She asked a question to the class: Who among the class think he or she is a perfect person please raise your hand.

I’m just a kid that time and I remember I did think myself was quite near to perfect(lol)… But I didn’t raise my hand cause I know I haven’t been there yet and I don’t want attention or being laugh by anyone. Suprisingly, a boy sat near me raised his hand…

I can’t remember what happen after that, did the teacher ask him some question on why he thinks himself perfect, or did anyone laugh at him. I can’t remember his name, but I remember his face, even now. I wonder how he is doing now and did he remember the incident. Will he laugh at himself if he remembers?

I wonder how a man he becomes now…

I on the other hand, looking at things around me now, able to roughly tell how a man I’ve become.

Or… am I still a kid? I suddenly feel sad.

Damn that teacher, I suddenly realized she played a real big joke on us.

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Moon.